I Yelled Until My Voice Became Hoarse

I remember the days where i used to sit by myself
On my old rickety paint chipped black chair
Hoping for a long future
Hoping that god had plans for me that would exceed my mind state that was failing me

Again I’ve always kept my weapons close so i sat with my 45
I don’t know if i had so much artillery to protect me from others or to protect me from myself

When you have one side of your mind striving for great things while the other side strives for revenge and pure hatred , when your at a young age which side do you choose ?

Most dont know the pain you feel at the moment but theyve all felt it at some level in their lives

Most are too self absorbed to care about your issues
The ego and pride in others makes people lack empathy and emotional awareness

I mix the bad with the good
The pain with the smiles
The mania with the sorrow
To let people know its ok to feel

Feel everything
Your human

No matter what they think about me ive always expressed everything raw.

As so should you with no fear

8x10
2025
pen on cardstock paper